Want to say something today

Wanted to say something today. Was searching for words in the depth of my thoughts, could only find borrowed ones; but then who am I to better these:

"Ek din zindagi ke ro-ba-roo aa baithe, zindagi ne poocha – dard kya hai, kyun hota hai, kahan hota hai ye bhi to pata nahi chalta
Tanhai kya hai akhir, kitne log to hain yahan – phir tanha kyun ho
Mera chehra dekh kar zindagi ne kaha – main tumhari judwa hoon, mujhse naraaz na hua karo"


Tujhse naaraaz nahi zindagi, hairaan hoon main
Tere masoom sawalon se pareshaan hoon main

Jeene ke liye socha hi na tha, dard sambhalne honge
Muskuraoon to, muskurane ke karz utaarne honge
Muskuraoon kabhi toh lagta hai
Jaise honthon pe karz rakhaa hai
Tujhse naraaz…

Aaj agar bhar ayi hai, boondein baras jaayengi
Kal kya pata inke liye aakhen taras jayengi
Jane kab gum hua, kahan khoya, ek aanson chhupa ke rakha tha
Tujhse naraaz…

Zindagi tere gham ne hamein rishte naye samjhaye
Mile jo hamein dhoop main mile chhaanv ke thande saaye
Tujhse naraaz…

Since we are at it, updates from my side since last post: got married, got the probable reasons for me being me, a degree, a job, a new city, a new life, everything !! ha !!